So today is basically my last ever day living the “student life”.
These past three years have gone so quickly and I really am so thankful to have had the opportunity to experience university. I have had lots of ups and lots of downs over the last few years, but I think they have all been completely worth it. The downs have given me that little bit more strength and taught me several lessons to learn about life. The whole experience has been one big learning curve.
My bedroom is practically empty now… I hate it. I am spending today and tomorrow blitzing our student house before kissing it goodbye. I lived in student halls for the first two years of university and then moved out to a student flat for the final year. This flat has definitely been my favourite… I really don’t want to leave.
I’m actually trying not to think about the fact that I am leaving, otherwise it gives me a lump in my throat and makes me feel really sick with my anxiety. I was like that last year when moving out of halls too. I wasn’t strong enough to say goodbye to my old flat. I had packed everything before I went home one weekend, and then that was it. I couldn’t face the thought of going back to move my stuff out and say goodbye, so I stayed at home whilst my parents went up to collect all of my belongings and hand my keys in. Continue reading →
I feel really bad for not posting the last couple of days, and I feel even worse that I just sat down to write and it just wasn’t happening.
It’s my last couple of weeks living independently in university now, which is pretty scary. I’m going to be moving back in with my parents. I love being home, but I do love my independence as well. I’m definitely going to miss living in the middle of the city with my friends, but perhaps some TLC from home will help me decide what to do with my life from here!
At the moment I have been splitting my time between packing and catching up with friends before we all go our separate ways, which is why I haven’t posted yesterday or today.
For some reason, I sat down to write this evening and nothing was coming to me. Which is why I have decided to write this post to explain my silence! Sometimes, if you force yourself to write something, that’s when it just won’t happen, which was my problem today.
I even feel as though I’m really rambling on this post, so I’m going to end it here! Hopefully I will wake up tomorrow and feel more inspired to write 🙂